Reconnecting Online…
I am having a blast stalking people online! Not stalking in a bad psychotic way, but finding people I had not even thought about in almost 20 years! *UGH* That made me feel and sound old! Anyhow – I have a Facebook, and a Myspace and I Twitter – I am in there just having a great time! I have found friends on Facebook from high school and am able to stay connected to people I no longer see everyday. Just recently I decided to look for a boy I had a mad crush on in high school – he turned out to be one of my best friends, but moved after just one year *sad* – I found him and have chatted with him and it is just amazing! Friends I hung around with in high school whom I never heard from again after graduation – reconnected with them! Okay, sure I really have nothing to say other than, “HI! Remember ME?” ~Anyone who reads my blogs regularly knows that I am a dork… I also get to see pictures and see how they have changed! Exciting stuff! I am able to stay connected to my students – whom I had spent the last seven years of my life with – via Myspace. I get to watch them grow long after high school and their daily interactions with ME. *smile* ???? 3d ???????
I was able to find my very first best friend! It was Kindergarten 1979 and I was crying like a little baby when my mother left me in line on the first day of school and the little girl standing in front of me turned around and asked what was wrong – I told her I was scared and didn’t know anyone – she then told me, “It’s okay, I’ll be your friend.” We were friends through almost all of elementary school but when I switched out in the fifth grade and attended another school that seemed to be the end of our friendship. Although, we never had hard feelings towards one another and when we attended the same junior high school and high school and would see each other – we would always stop and say hi… We formed different groups of friends and our worlds were too different to be the BFFs we once were, but I always smiled when I saw her face. ??????? ???? ????? ?????? ?? ????? ???? ??????
Also, on Myspace I found a boy I had met but once and had a short “thing” with, but it ended badly - my fault. I wanted to stay friends with him but other factors came into play (namely my boyfriend at the time *giggle*) that sent me into attack mode and pushed the guy out of my life in a nasty hurtful way – so now I have the chance to say I am sorry – I mean how awesome is that! How often does one get the chance to go back and fix something they broke? I was a mean girl and there are probably a few people I need to apologize to – and there are
many folks out there who it would be so nice for ME to hear, “I’m sorry.” come from their lips – or typed from their fingers… Whatever! *laugh* I just enjoy this chance I have to reconnect with people from my past, present and hopefully future!

