The morning started late as the seniors gathered in the gym for a practice run through the graduation ceremony. Every student had a “walking partner” and a room number to meet in and get organized before walking out. My guys were first in line! We got them all lined up two by two and marched them out to the stage and chairs and sat them down. The director of graduation (Mr. Cole) talked to them a while about everything that was going to happen and then they wanted a few rows to go up and simulate the walking across the stage as an example of what to do. I walked back and up the steps with Carlos and Fabian and when they called Fabian’s name I choked up! I was able to collect myself and hold it together for the practice… The boys were not having the best time at practice. Carlos had no interest in what I had to say (interpret) and Fabian was texting the entire time…

So of course I took a picture. I was hoping for a nice shot without them knowing but they were busy being weird-o’s. After their practice we went in and got their cap and gowns and then Carlos and I went to get sushi…. yummy lunch! After dropping him off I ran home and got dressed. I was going to wear a nice little summer dress but nooooo, graduation day had to be cold and rainy! I am not complaining – just that every year it’s been hot, and I had this damn dress waiting… It’s okay, I wore black pants, and a purple and white striped shirt…*sniff, sniff* As soon as I was ready I dashed out and went to my friend’s house who lives right behind the high school. She had a nacho bar, but my nerves were too wound up for that – so I had a glass of wine and a bottle of water and we headed over to graduation!

After pointless waiting in the “Media Center” I realized what time it was and grabbed my signing partner by the arm and ran over to the room the boys were in! *oops* They were already lined up and looking sharp in their cap and gowns. Aww here they stood all ready to say goodbye to high school (and me) and go on with the rest of their lives… It was an awesome sight – but I did not lose composure. All the staff lined up two by two and we were the first ones in line. I say we meaning another Interpreter and myself – the IT person from my last post never showed up – although no one was heart broken over that! We marched out before the students and lined up on either side of the isle. Then Pomp and Circumstance started to play and my entire body started to shake and my eyes filled with tears – it wasn’t until I saw them marching toward me that I totally lost it! All I could sign was “I Love You.”

Carlos and Fabian were the first two students to walk across the stage – but before they walked I felt it my duty to embarrass them one last time! I was sitting there interpreting when all of a sudden it hit me – I had to go to the bathroom (pee) really freaking bad! I played it in my head just how much I had to drink and it was a lot! With all the excitement I had totally forgotten to hit the potty! I tried my best to hold it but there was so much that I was forced to run off and find a bathroom! Yep, I ditched them during one of the most important speeches of the night and went running around the school to find an open door… there were no open doors! The speech had ended and I needed to get back before they crossed the stage! I got back and they got ready to stand up and walk behind the stage – OMG I had to pee so bad I was going to burst! We walked behind the stage and of course we had to have a moment of silence! The moment went on forever as I tried not to pee my pants! The assistant principal gave her wave for the boys to come up, so I grabbed Carlos’  arm and pulled him to the steps…took a deep breath…climbed the steps with him and stood a second before they called his name. I patted him on the shoulder one last time as my student and he moved forward. The assistant principal and I looked at each other as our eyes filled with tears and we heard his name… She gave him the shove out onto the stage and he graduated from high school. Fabian stepped up next and I patted him on the back – again, one last time as my student. Words were stuck in my throat as I was all choked up and couldn’t say anything. The assistant principal gave him the shove out onto the stage and there went Fabian… My job here was done. I walked down the steps, looked up at Teddi standing in the corner, and remembered how badly I had to pee! Again – I ran off, well I walked this time. I found a door that had been unlocked between returning to graduation after my first failed attempt at going to the bathroom and the walking across the stage. So, we went in and took our time – I cleaned the dirt out of my shoes – the sand had already ripped my flesh *yuck* apart. I slowly returned to graduation with a new since of peace and calmness… Something had changed, something big was different and the weight of the world was lifted off my shoulders. I walked back to my seat in front of these two guys I now called “friend” and relaxed. I was supposed to interpret the names of the kids walking across the stage, but I found that I didn’t want to. I just wanted to sit – I felt like I had just run a marathon and was totally wiped out! Graduation was over and the throwing of the hats commenced – as I ducked for cover!

The tears could no longer be held back and hugging started! I hugged Fabian and I tried to tell him how proud I was of him but the words just got stuck and every time I let go of him, I grabbed him again for another hug! I think I hugged him 3 or 4 times! Then I did the same with Carlos but with Carlos I was trying to sign how proud I was of him and my hands were just as choked up! I’ll let the pictures speak for themselves….

Carlos – hug #6.

Carlos – hug #100! *giggle*

Fabian – hug #32! *giggle*

My life for the past six years has been defined by these two guys… and now we go our separate ways… Although, we will forever be pals and I will never forget them and my life with them – because it was the best! I will miss seeing them everyday… laughing with them… joking around… watching them grow… Yeah, I am going to miss them but I am happy to get started with the next chapter of my life… bring it!

Bye guys… It’s been a blast!

Fabian’s Graduation party….

So silly!

What am I going to do for a good laugh now? *laugh*

BFF – Carolina, Teddi, Carlos and Fabian!

*I Love You*
Carlos (goofy) and Lil’ CODA Teddi girl!

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