Time is going by at speeds I have never experienced before! I woke up the other morning and it was mid-December already! I swear I went to bed in August – how on earth did I wake up four months later?! It was just yesterday I was timid walking into classes for the first time and now we are all pals and comfortable. Christmas is here and we have not seen Santa to tell him in person what the Boyz want for Christmas. We are damn lucky there is a tree in our house, and decorated! Our neighbors across the street put fancy lights up in their nice yard that dance to music… Our lights are still hanging, from last year, half on and half off! Nothing gets cleaned in the house because the last time I cleaned it was just the other day (four months ago)! In my head things are still cleaned and organized. The year is flying by and nothing I do will slow the process down and it seems to be getting out of control. I totally feel like I am on a super fast train, and I am stuck inside while the world outside zips by without thought or care that I am not there… Although, I don’t mind my life… I rather like it and the way it’s going. I have great Boyz and awesome students. I have made good friendships and created wonderful bonds with people around me. I am ME and I like it! The real ME knows what she wants and where she wants to go – the now ME needs to stay here a little longer and deal with the present. I know where I have to go and what I have to do… It’s just going to take a little time – and at the speed of things right now, it won’t be long!

Someone the other day told me I should become a writer – I just laughed. There are two things in the world I aspire to be when I “grow up” (stop laughing) and one is a writer. The problem is there is not enough time to sit down and create my novel – or even quickly blog for that matter! My dreams have no sense of time or agenda and continue to knock at my mental door often. Someday, I hope, to have enough time to answer the door and let them in.

Off and running! It’s a one way street and I cannot stop, park or turn around…

This post is filed under Jumkins. You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed. You can leave a response, or trackback from your own site.